Scheduled.

I held on to the phone for a good 10 minutes before I got up the nerve to call. AF is due on June 5th, of all days right, why not be my due date, figures. I kept telling myself, if she (Dr.) can’t get me in before the 5th then we’ll just wait another month, maybe we should just wait another month, maybe we should just wait forever…. So I called, and she can see me on the 1st….

We’re moving forward (most likely with clomid). I’m terrified that it won’t work, I’m terrified that it will.